Why do I feel this way?Do I really love him?

YOU HAVE GOTTEN USE TO NOT SPENDING QUALITY TIME WITH YOUR BF, THIS IS MOST COMMON.IN YOUR SITUATION. IF HE IS TOO BUSY OR TIRED TO TAKE YOU OUT YOU WILL EVENTUALLY SEEK A GUY THAT WILL. THIS BOREDOM WILL GET TIRESOME TO YOU, THIS ALONE WILL EDGE YOU TO FIND ANOTHER. I DON'T THINK YOU LOVE HIM, I THINK YOU JUST CARE FOR HIM.